what's with twenty eight?

I don't know if I really have to do this
what I know is I'm willing to face the risk.
though I know this thing is corny;
what I just know when I'm with you, I'm HAPPY.

This day we're so great;
I will not forget December Twenty eight.
though twenty nine's we're made,
I DON'T CARE! My love will never fade.

Many there we're so tempestuous.
still, you're the one I choose.
I know they can offer anything,
but for me, you are my everything.

Does this things seems so fast?
I don't know, but for me, being with you is a MUST!
loving someone like you makes me feel contented.
and you've made those part of mine completed.

I am still willing to wait.
cause I know it's never been too late.
though you've been with someone who hurt you,
always remember, I'll stay just for youuuu.

I can still remember the gate.
we're every moments for us we're great.
I know my love for you is not fake.
I'm so in love with you, twenty eight!

Paradigm of my life

I am Arenz S. Librea, the youngest in our family. We are only three. My sister is about to get married by January and my brother is a crew in Jollibee. My mother is an elementary teacher and my father is a politician. I grew up here in Tanay, Rizal. I am still living with my whole family. And since that I have grown here in province, I used to live in a simple life.
I do not know how to share something about my childhood. It’s just by that time; the only thing in my mind is to play with my playmates such as text cards, jolens and many more. But my father used to teach and train me to read English and do the mathematics making me so busy the whole day and making me unable to play outside.
When I was about to graduate in elementary, I was in private school. Suddenly, my mother and the principal on my school had a misunderstanding resulting to treat me personally by my teachers (as ordered I guess) and excluded me into the honors. I was in that school since I started to study up to grade six. But because of that incident, my mother decided to transfer me in to a public school that I do not want to happen because of my friends in my former school. But I had no choice. I started my high school life in a Tanay National High School. I am so strange to that place. It was my first time to be in public school and I do not know how to deal with the many students there. And because of the school population, the campus became crowded making me irritated for some times. As life goes on, I got many friends and I enjoyed each moment when I’m with them. We used to enjoy our high school life not just by facing our academics but also by means of joining some extra-curricular activities. We also go on tripping and staying in my classmates place to do food trippin and sometimes, The INU SESSION. But still, my father wanted me to excel. He keeps on reprimanding me whenever I got low grades in some of my subjects. But I understand him. He just wanted me to be on the top 10 so I can prove to my former school that I deserved to receive medals. It was not easy for me to break a leg. Section one, my section was so great. There were so many competitors around me plus the teachers who questioned my ability. Yet, I succeed. Out of 947 graduates, I became the 7th honorable mention of my batch (2007-2008). A lot of opportunity came my way including the scholarship program of our Mayor (Which is automatically given for the top 10) and the offer of our Congresswomen. And since that I have many friends that time, I do not want to got separated to them when I go on college. But as what our valedictorian said, "Sometimes we just have to put a period on something that has to end and not just settle on a comma. Because time will come you'll realize, it’s nice to see a complete sentence rather than a phrase that’s completely hanging and doesn’t even make any sense". We just have to end one chapter of our lives in order for us to open a new one.
Our Lady of Fatima University also gave benefits for those who has honorable mention. And as my dad heard about that program, he didn't think twice to enroll me in Fatima. I take Bachelor of Science in Nursing without even knowing how hard this course could be. Actually, it's not me who choose my course. It's my family. As I go beyond the line, The challenges become harder. And as I surpassed the challenges, lesson-learned was always being embanked on my pocket so that I have something to use whenever I need it. A new bunch of friends is present at this moment. But this time, I have to be more serious in my course. I have to devote myself for this career and not just to enjoy each day with my friends by hanging out.
When I entered the world of adulthood, so much distraction in my studies never fail to cross my path. though I became vulnerable for some times, Still, I convinced my self not to be tempted.
At this very moment, I’m still studying and still building my dreams to be successful in the near future. Of course I want to help my family. I know that the right time or should I say MY TIME will come. I will do my part. He will not fail me. I believe in Him. :)


"Therefore, my dear brothers, stand firm. Let nothing move you. Always give yourselves fully to the work of the Lord, because you know that your labor in the Lord is not in vain." 1 Corinthians 15:58

(thanks for this verse ate Lhen Lagazon RN)

In connection to Psychiatric Nursing.

I can totally relate my third year life as a Nursing student to Kohlberg’s stages of moral development Stage3, the Good Interpersonal Relationships. Why? Obviously I belong to this stage where a teen ager who lives up to the expectations of his family and society. I am aware that I should live in good manner, good attitude in good ways. I am studying because of my family. They are the ones who told me to take up nursing. I have so many friends in this course. And I earned them because I am dealing with them interpersonally. I gave advices as long as I can and do my best just to help them whenever they need it. I love my friends. And I love my family even more.
I can also apply my third year life as a Nursing student to Kohlberg’s stages of moral development Stage4, Maintaining the Social Order. I already entered the world of adulthood last may, 2010 where I got registered to vote for the election. Going back 3 years ago, I was in fourth year high school when the national election happened. I feel so much isolated with my brother and sister including my parents because all of them can vote except me. Last October (brgy election) my father ran as kagawad in our baranggay. And this time, I voted. Fortunately, my dad won. Now I can say that I am really part of the society and I fulfilled my obligation during that time. And that is to vote for who I think really deserves. I am now 18, “The Legal Age” they say. I am more on aware about the laws and obey them, respect them as a part of the society. I maintain to be a good member of the society so that I can not commit any mistakes to avoid sanctions of the government. Same as a Nursing student in Our Lady of Fatima University, in our course, there are so many rules that I should respect and obey, unless I will be punished. As of now, I am trying to be a good student. Doing my very best just to show them that I can be good as they wanted for a better Arenz rather for a better nurse in the near future.

much like a girlfriend.

For there is no girl like you
that a sister or a girlfriend can do.
we became best friends for the last four years
we've share so many laugh and many tears.

I don't know how to surprise you on your special day
for I will try to be a writer to make you smile on your BIRTHDAY
I know this thing may cost nothing,
but I will try here to express my everything.

I might say that you are happy and contented in to your life
not to mention your pleasant and so fruitful love life. :)
we do not know what may happen next
But I assure you, I'll be there with just one text.

there are times that I used to reminisce the past.
and I'm afraid that someday it will just turn into cast.
for time will come that we'll build our own respective family,
that was the time of less bonding because we're all busy.

I still don't want that time to come,
for I want to enjoy our teenagers lives to be well done.
one thing is sure if that moment arrives,
I will miss you a lot, the moment we jives.


I am thankful that I have much more like a girlfriend
a relationship that has no break-up, Thank You so much, FRIEND!
feeling sorry for the times That you're upset to me
for those misunderstanding and immaturity.

As we grow old, we became matured.
the witness is you and me, CAPTURED!
thank you for staying at my side,
for helping me to improve & serves as my guide.

And those tears of mine fall.
because I am blessed that I have such treasure to call.
I thanked God that He gave you to me,
for He knows that without you, probably there's no ME.

I hope to be with you in some nice situation,
looking forward to call you as my BUDDY in the NURSING STATION. :)
we will do together the plan of action;
to have a better result and evaluation. XD


And I promise I'll keep you for good.
Not just you, but all of our dude.
I love you friend and you know that.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, I think it's too much. :))




Happy bday tin! sa ayaw at sa gustu mo, GUSTUHIN mo to! eto ang tangi kong gift sayu. HAHAHA! pinagpuyatan ko to kht mageenroll ako mamayang 6am. Gawd. 4am na. HAHAHA! nanumbat?! I love you. more birthdays to come. And of course, I'm hoping for US to be successful in our career! Di porket bday mo Ikaw na lang lage bbgyan nang wish. Pasama naman kaming lahat sa panagarap! :)) MWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! :*
[MAGAT! pasintabi aah? ALAM MO TO DB?! peace! :))]












Love, ARENZ LIBREA :)

share some.

I have this account in Formspring.com and someone asked me this question.

"okay lang ba na sabihin mong LOVE mo ung taong MAHAL mo .. kahit alam mong di ka nya kayang mahalin ?"

And my answer was..

uhmm. ikaw, it's up to you.. If that's your way of expressing your love, then go. We have the freedom to do what we want to do. And as long as there's no people being deprived by your moves, there's nothing to worry about. Love is the most beautiful thing in this werld. SHARE SOME LOVE! :)




lalalalalalalaLOVE.. <3>

PURPLE

Physiological Effect: Violet has shown to alleviate conditions such as sunburn due to its purifying and antiseptic effect. This color also suppresses hunger and balances the body's metabolism. Indigo, a lighter purple, has been used by doctors in Texas as an anesthesia in minor operations because its narcotic <"A soothing or numbing agent.">qualities

Psychological Effect: Purples have been used in the care of mental of nervous disorders because they have shown to help balance the mind and transform obsessions and fears. Indigo is often associated with the right side of the brain; stimulating intuition and imagination. Violet is associated with bringing peace and combating shock and fear. Violet has a cleansing effect with emotional disturbances. Also, this color is related to sensitivity to beauty, high ideals and stimulates creativity, spirituality and compassion. Psychic power and protection has also been associated with violet.

http://library.thinkquest.org/27066/psychology/nlcolorpsych.html#

The Farewell Walk

After winning the Title as Mr. Nursing 2009, I also became the first ever Mr. Fatima Antipolo (2009).

it's a LEGACY. (The farewell Walk)

"Sometimes, not all unexpected things bring disappointments and regrets to your life. because may be at some point, it can affect your life positively that will make your life happy and contented.."
Our Lady of Fatima University built another campus in antipolo last year. And as a trend of this institution, we have a pageant like this. Mr. and Ms. Fatima.
A wholesome, inactive and shy type guy like me doesn't have any interest on this kind of event. That's why it never crossed on my mind that i will be the one who stands right here before you.. I never expected that i'll be the first ever Mr. Fatima Antipolo.
How would i ever forget the first time when i walked to the stage as a candidate. The first time when almost everyone of you saw me. That night, I'm not only nervous abut also worried. i've been debating decision wondering if the moves i made we're right. but then, all my doubts we're replaced by happiness when the emcee announced my name as the winner.
This event does have a big change in my life. The typical inactive boy turns to a progressive person and the shy type boy became a cheerful one. For that, it feels like a rennaissance. A rebirth. Now, I always carry these positive traits in my sleeves all the time.
This great achievement would not be possible without the help of the people behind me. To mam pam, mam mendoza. eon and maggie. As the organizers, advisers and leaders. Thank you for the support you have rendered for me and bianca. Thank you for nurturing all what we need for the pageant. To jericho, the funny and kind person who never disappear beside me and never fail to give all the necessary things that im going to use for the pageant. To my partner, including her parents who always support me whenever nervousness strikes me backstage. To my classmates, dashtri, joyce, riz, arjay, ate ai's group, maja and the true friends who give me their unconditional support. All of you guys are the reason of my courage to go on with this pageant. My self-esteem bolstered whenever I hear you shouting and clapping when i hit the floor. to my parents, who are really proud for having me as their son and of course, GOD. thank you very much for giving me this achievement where only few of us we're given an opportunity.
For the candidates, and for the next winners, i hope you'll hold the title with vigilance and continue what we have started. don't ever try to look this event as a COMPETITION. instead, look behind the stage. the experiences that you have encountered. Think that its a way of God for us to be more progressive and to pursue our dreams. It is not necessary that all your undertakings and ventures are recognized. As long as you know and God knows you did you part then nothing more to say, nothing more to prove..

Mr. FATIMA ANTIOLO'09 signing off.
Mabuhay and thankyou. :))