The perfect and sweetest LOVE! :)

Majority of us was so busy seeking for someone's attention and wishing so hard, doing so hard just for them to love us. We do this because we thought that they can love us back the way we wanted to. But have you ever ask to yourself what really love is? That the perfect and sweetest love might be just around you and waiting for you to embrace it so tightly?

I might say that I am in the period where love insights is commonly running in teenagers mind. I always do love someone who used to ignore me most of the time. It hurts. A lot actually. But I do not blame them for these things. Blaming is not an option. We are where we are cause we do brought ourselves there. We make the decisions, therefore, we are the only one liable of all our actions. Besides, I used to believe in the concept "If it hurts a lot, then It only means that you truly love someone even more."

Every Sunday, I usually go to our church. But I have these special Sunday where the Homily is all about loving someone. That very moment, I was in pain. I listened carefully. The father said "Have you ever truly understand what love is? God is love. We love because He first LOVED us". BOOOOOOOOOM! Then it totally freeze me. Feeling of guiltiness why I so love someone making me to forget God's love sometimes. That time, I prayed. I confessed all my mistakes. Mistakes where I ignored God. Ignored His love.

I became thankful for what I've realized. I do really appreciate Him. God is so great making all things possible for only one reason. Because He loves us! And in-return, we must also love Him. Praise Him and Glorify Him. Now that I've found out that God's love is the perfect and sweetest thing in this world, I've realized my inner-worth . My purpose in this world. And that is to appreciate all simple things coming from Him and not to be so focused for asking what we do not have. Time will come. Just learn to wait. All the waits are worth having only if you learn on How to believe in Him. :)

You guys?! Have you found THE PERFECT AND SWEETEST LOVE in this world? Well. Don't be too insensitive. He's always there. =)

SOMEONE? :)

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kind of boring
Need something that I can confess

Till all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no, I've been on the brink, so

[CHORUS]
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that'll like those ears
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm Gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like were chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars

And everyday I see the news
All the problems we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
I don't really like my flow, no, so

[CHORUS]
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that'll like those ears
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm Gonna give all my secrets away

Got no reason
Got no shame
Got no family
I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'mma tell you everything

[CHORUS x2]
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that'll like those ears
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm Gonna give all my secrets away

All my secrets away (x2)

- I'm currently browsing my facebook account and suddenly saw this video posted by my friend. I clicked it and listened to this very nice song. But let me tell you this one secret of mine behind this song. The person who posted this song is currently MY SOMEONE. But wait. Let me say this first to you. I am NOT committed. Absolutely single but clearly NOT available. It's just happened that this someone is really uhmmmmm.... the person whom I want to be with for a serious and long-term kind of relationship.

I couldn't say that I am totally in love right now. I know it's impossible cause I haven't seen this person personally. only in pictures. It's just a week ago(Sept.10 2010) since I discovered this feeling. Am I Immature? I don't know. Kinda weird right? We texted each other most of the time making me so happy each moment (I'm not sure kung pati sya.). Now, I'm willing to wait for whatever possible event that may come in our way. I know it's too early to say that I love that person. But I am looking forward for us to be together. :)

Why do you use No. 2 pencils for tests? Why not a No. 3, 4, or 5?

This question will probably not be on your standardized test: Why are most pencils yellow? You won’t be able to answer that with a ballpoint pen, or a neon pink highlighter.

Let’s start with the word “pencil.” It comes from a Latin word meaning “little tail.” The writing instrument is made up of a casing that protects a solid pigment core. (By the way, pigment comes from the Latin pingere,” which means “to color or paint.”)

The stylus, a thin, metal stick made from lead, may have been the earliest pencil. This tool was used in ancient times for writing on wax tablets.

(Think you know what ACT or SAT is short for? You may be surprised, and amused. Here’s the answer.)

As for the ubiquitous and enigmatic No. 2, the answer is boring in its practicality. The number represents the hardness of the lead ― the lower the number, the softer the metal. Early machines that scanned and scored tests couldn’t detect marks made by hard pencil leads. Marks from by No. 3 and 4 pencils resulted in erroneous results.

Softer pencils, however, had a tendency to smudge, making No. 1 impractical. The machines that read the marks respond to the electrical conductivity of the lead.

In a Goldilocks moment, No. 2 pencils were just right.

The yellow (butterscotch?) shade apparently began to dominate the pencil industry in the late nineteenth century. At that time, pencils were either painted dark colors or not at all. Then, a company based in Austria-Hungary introduced a new, expensive brand of pencil that was painted yellow to distinguish it from other pencils. Other companies proceeded to do what you should never do on an exam: copy.

- THEE HOT WORD

http://hotword.dictionary.com/why-do-you-use-no-2-pencils-for-tests-why-not-a-no-3-4-or-5/#more-1846


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HAHAHAHA! Now I know! read this guys! so that you will be aware of the pencil that you usually use during your examination. Just like my special exam recently. My school do require Pencil No.2 to use during examination. :)

Rubiholic. :))

Rubi is the story of a woman full of secrets that will destroy the lives of the people closest to her heart once the truth comes out. As someone who’s fed up with her family’s poverty-stricken life, Rubi learns how to play her cards right to get what she wants even at the expense of her loved ones.

-http://www.abs-cbn.com/Weekdays/article/5978/rubi/Rubi.aspx

(The Filipino version)

HAHAHA! wala lang. It's just when i saw her, natutuwa ako. Ang galing nya kasi. SOBRA! She act super natural which is so nice! :)) Naging Rubiholic talaga ko. And it is proven by all of my friends (alam na alam na nila yon). Honestly, pati sila naimpluwensiyahan ko na. kaya nman halos lahat kami ee nakatutok talaga sa TV nung katapusan na. At mas inuna ku pa talaga si Rubi kesa sa pagpaparegister ko for Election kahit last day na. nyahaha! :)) palagi kong inaabangan lahat nang episodes. Nakakatuwa lang kse talaga. All the characters we're so great and wonderful. They've tried so hard to make the most out of it. And it's all WORTH doing. Palong palo sa rating ang bidang kontra bida natin. HAHAHA! Nakakahanga ang ABS-CBN as well as the Actors and Actresses sa pag gawa nang mga ganyang bagay nuh?! Di naman ako mahilig manuod nang TV. nahilig lang dahil ke Rubi. hehe. I Love You Angelica! este Rubi. Two Thumbs up for you. :)

FINGERPRINT

August 13, 2010, Friday, The last day for registration in our municipality for Election became memorable for me. I have this schedule of one subject (4:30-7:30pm) every friday. But since our professor wasn't able to come and teach us, she just gave us task to do and it's so freakin hard! making my day into a mess because of those diagrammatic and algorithm paper works about Congestive Heart Failure and Coronary Artery Disease without the use of any books! I came home late (around 9pm) because we are instructed to pass our papers no matter what happen on that day unless we will get zero. While I'm enjoying watching the ending of my favorite Teleserye in ABS-CBN entitled RUBI, my father told me that the last day of the registration for the election is also by that very moment. I was shocked because I thought it is extended up to the Sunday evening. I really don't know what to do because my father is forcing me to stop watching Rubi then go to our municipal hall for registration. (Syempre tinapos ko muna ang Rubi. RUBIHOLIC ee. di ku papalagpasin yun. Last episode na ee. :>) HAHAHAA!

then ayun. pumunta nko sa munisipyo para magparegister.. At nagulat ako pagtingin ko sa pila.. npkahaba pa! simula 10:30pm to 4:55am lang naman po ako pumila para lang mkpgparegister at magkarun nang FINGERPRINT na ganyan! HAHAHAHA! at ang masaklap dun, wala nang tulugan.. diretso ligo na pagkauwe tapos kumaen then byahe na kse me klase ako nang 7am. kelangan pa magadjust nang 1 1/2 hr para sa byahe.. malayo kasi ee. bangag db?! :))

Anyway, di ako nagsisisi kahit di ako nakatulog that time. The thing here is, now, I am registered and one of those Filipinos who can perform their roles during the election to vote whoever they want and think is deserving..

first ever handled baby :)

haayyy.. every time I see this baby boy, I can't help but to feel happiness. ewan ko kung bkt. siguro aside from napaka-cute nya, ee he was the first ever baby that I have handled. nung nakita ko siya, gusto ko na magkaron nang anak. hehe. I've been debating decisions wondering if the moves I've made was right. Iyak kse siya nang iyak.. But with the guide of my CI and with the power of my knowledge (lol) regarding DR/OR, nagawa ku nman nang maayos kht kabadong kabado.. sana maging ganito din kcute ang future son ko. :)

Autism

Well this is actually not about the people with Autism. It's all about the person who act like AUTISTIC. nyahahaha! As you can see in the picture, it seems that I am one of those special child. isn't it nice?lolz. But wait, may I just clarify that "AUTISM" must not be misunderstood and give a negative connotation on us. I have this research about autism/down syndrome. And I found out that there are children with Autism who is actually bright and fast learner. and it's cool right? Then I realized that we must admire them because of their capabilities and not to curse them because of their disabilities.
Anyway, back to me. HAHA!Sometimes, I have this childish moves that's why some of my friends used to call me autistic. hehe. they are enjoying calling me that way. I have no worries about that. why? Because all of us are just THE SAME. nyahaha! peace friends! I love you and I miss you all! :)