Single

Being single is not just actually a status for me. I think it's an art of expressing what freedom is. It's been 2 or 3mos since I became a member of SMP (Samahan ng Malalamig ang Pasko) HAHA. yeah! I don't know but, every time na darating ang pasko, nagiging single ako. Sumpa?

Sabi nga nila, masaya daw maging single. And I agree with that. You are free to do whatever you want without asking her permission, you are free to join the BIGLAANG LAKAD of the barkada, free from misunderstandings and most of all, free of heartaches. You agree? me, not at all. Being single is not an assurance that you'll be free from any heartaches. As long as you love that person, and as long as there's pain inside you the moment you remembered the things that you've been through, crushing ang pakiramdam. I can still remember how I took care for my relationship with my ex. I really tried to be perfect. FUCKING PERFECT! I tried to show what really love is, how to handle our relationship with vigilance, how to fixed things when underthings fucked up, Yet, it failed. Perhaps that's life after all. I used to believe that "kahit anong ingat ang gawin mo sa isang bagay, kung di siya para sayo, mawawala pa rin ito." Hmmmmm.. I think I'm still on the process of moving on. It's not easy to forget everything with your ex.

D- Denial

A- Anger

B- Bargaining

D- Depression

A- Acceptance

uh the stages of grief. I think I'm on my way to Acceptance. :)

I'm starting to appreciate simple things around me. I realized how I changed when I am with my ex. Pag talaga nagkakasyota minsan nalilimutan ang barkada eh. HAHAHA! bumabawi naman na ko. They serves as my sanctuary actually. I want also to thank my nursing life kasi ginawa niya kong busy para makapg move on. hehe! gamit na gamit ko ang Defense Mechanisms ko. :))))))

What I really like after trying this kind of experiences, I mean yung after failure, after breakup and so on, it seems like you have another life. A renaissance I mean. Parang pinanganak yung bagong ikaw, that this time, you were smarter, stronger, and versatile than before. And most of all, your relationship with God, your faith, became more intact. Ganun naman talaga siguro ang buhay. It is always a challenge on a day to day basis. What we have to do is to LEARN. Let just be aware of everything. We did't have to know and explore everything. Awareness is enough I think.

GOD GAVE ME YOU :)

For all the times I felt cheated, I complained

You know how I love to complain

For all the wrongs I repeated, though I was to blame

I still cursed that rain

I didn't have a prayer, didn't have a clue

Then out of the blue

God gave me you to show me what's real

There's more to life than just how I feel

And all that I'm worth is right before my eyes

And all that I live for though I didn't know why

Now I do, 'cause God gave me you

For all the times I wore my self pity like a favorite shirt

All wrapped up in that hurt

For every glass I saw, I saw half empty

Now it overflows like a river through my soul

From every doubt I had, I'm finally free

I truly believe

God gave me you to show me what's real

There's more to life than just how I feel

And all that I'm worth is right before my eyes

And all that I live for though I didn't know why

Now I do, 'cause God gave me you

In your arms I'm someone new

With ever tender kiss from you

Oh must confess

I've been blessed

God gave me you to show me what's real

There's more to life than just how I feel

And all that I'm worth is right before my eyes

And all that I live for though I didn't know why (didn't know why)

Now I do (I finally do), 'cause God gave me you (God gave me You)

God gave me you

--Hi panget! isa to sa mga kantang favorite ko introduced by Harry. Gusto ko ipaalam at ishare sayo to syempre.. nagandahan ako e. nakarelate kasi. :)

Siguro this could serve as musical story of my/our love life. kasi I'm considering that God really gave me you. ang galing nuh? we have the same age and the same birthday with the same date (18) of our monthsarry.

sabi ko nga..

"Everyday that passes by, my mind never impedes to think of you.. You're the reason of my every hour. You are my every minute."

familiar ba? quote ko yan na naGM ko na dati pa. HAHA! ginawa ko yan para sayo eh.

andme na nagdaan babe. andme mo na rin gnawa na nagpasaya sken nang sobra na ikw lang ang makakagawa.. isa na dun yung binigyan mko nang bulaklak dati HAHA. dko man tinanggap yun that time, pero napasaya mo ko nun nang sobra. One sweet thing about you pa eh yung pag ummuwi ka galing manila tapos kung ano2 yang dala mo para sakin. :)) kinikilig ako. :3

Madalas tayo magaway nun, kahit naman ngayun eh. hehe. I just wanna say thank you for those time na hindi na umaayaw na ko, di ka pa rin sumuko. kahit snasabi ko ng ayuko na talaga. Wala naman kasing perfect sa mundo. and I've been loving you since then with your imperfections. Magsosorry din pala ako kasi alm ko madalas naiinis ka na sakin, but you always choose to be silent.

All I can say, andito ako. Hanggat kaya ko. usapan nga natin db walang susuko. Thankful talaga ko kasi binigay ka ni God sakin, (teary eyed). MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA BABE. ngayun ko lang ulit sasbihin to. I LOVE YOU IN THE MOST ULTIMATE SENSE. at alam kong alm mo yan. Happy Birthday and Happy 4th Monthsarry babe! Diman tayo mkpgsama tom kasi may pasok, bahala na. If there's a will, ttheres a way. Take care babe ko. hmwah!

- Babe18 :)

what's with twenty eight?

I don't know if I really have to do this
what I know is I'm willing to face the risk.
though I know this thing is corny;
what I just know when I'm with you, I'm HAPPY.

This day we're so great;
I will not forget December Twenty eight.
though twenty nine's we're made,
I DON'T CARE! My love will never fade.

Many there we're so tempestuous.
still, you're the one I choose.
I know they can offer anything,
but for me, you are my everything.

Does this things seems so fast?
I don't know, but for me, being with you is a MUST!
loving someone like you makes me feel contented.
and you've made those part of mine completed.

I am still willing to wait.
cause I know it's never been too late.
though you've been with someone who hurt you,
always remember, I'll stay just for youuuu.

I can still remember the gate.
we're every moments for us we're great.
I know my love for you is not fake.
I'm so in love with you, twenty eight!

Paradigm of my life

I am Arenz S. Librea, the youngest in our family. We are only three. My sister is about to get married by January and my brother is a crew in Jollibee. My mother is an elementary teacher and my father is a politician. I grew up here in Tanay, Rizal. I am still living with my whole family. And since that I have grown here in province, I used to live in a simple life.
I do not know how to share something about my childhood. It’s just by that time; the only thing in my mind is to play with my playmates such as text cards, jolens and many more. But my father used to teach and train me to read English and do the mathematics making me so busy the whole day and making me unable to play outside.
When I was about to graduate in elementary, I was in private school. Suddenly, my mother and the principal on my school had a misunderstanding resulting to treat me personally by my teachers (as ordered I guess) and excluded me into the honors. I was in that school since I started to study up to grade six. But because of that incident, my mother decided to transfer me in to a public school that I do not want to happen because of my friends in my former school. But I had no choice. I started my high school life in a Tanay National High School. I am so strange to that place. It was my first time to be in public school and I do not know how to deal with the many students there. And because of the school population, the campus became crowded making me irritated for some times. As life goes on, I got many friends and I enjoyed each moment when I’m with them. We used to enjoy our high school life not just by facing our academics but also by means of joining some extra-curricular activities. We also go on tripping and staying in my classmates place to do food trippin and sometimes, The INU SESSION. But still, my father wanted me to excel. He keeps on reprimanding me whenever I got low grades in some of my subjects. But I understand him. He just wanted me to be on the top 10 so I can prove to my former school that I deserved to receive medals. It was not easy for me to break a leg. Section one, my section was so great. There were so many competitors around me plus the teachers who questioned my ability. Yet, I succeed. Out of 947 graduates, I became the 7th honorable mention of my batch (2007-2008). A lot of opportunity came my way including the scholarship program of our Mayor (Which is automatically given for the top 10) and the offer of our Congresswomen. And since that I have many friends that time, I do not want to got separated to them when I go on college. But as what our valedictorian said, "Sometimes we just have to put a period on something that has to end and not just settle on a comma. Because time will come you'll realize, it’s nice to see a complete sentence rather than a phrase that’s completely hanging and doesn’t even make any sense". We just have to end one chapter of our lives in order for us to open a new one.
Our Lady of Fatima University also gave benefits for those who has honorable mention. And as my dad heard about that program, he didn't think twice to enroll me in Fatima. I take Bachelor of Science in Nursing without even knowing how hard this course could be. Actually, it's not me who choose my course. It's my family. As I go beyond the line, The challenges become harder. And as I surpassed the challenges, lesson-learned was always being embanked on my pocket so that I have something to use whenever I need it. A new bunch of friends is present at this moment. But this time, I have to be more serious in my course. I have to devote myself for this career and not just to enjoy each day with my friends by hanging out.
When I entered the world of adulthood, so much distraction in my studies never fail to cross my path. though I became vulnerable for some times, Still, I convinced my self not to be tempted.
At this very moment, I’m still studying and still building my dreams to be successful in the near future. Of course I want to help my family. I know that the right time or should I say MY TIME will come. I will do my part. He will not fail me. I believe in Him. :)


"Therefore, my dear brothers, stand firm. Let nothing move you. Always give yourselves fully to the work of the Lord, because you know that your labor in the Lord is not in vain." 1 Corinthians 15:58

(thanks for this verse ate Lhen Lagazon RN)

In connection to Psychiatric Nursing.

I can totally relate my third year life as a Nursing student to Kohlberg’s stages of moral development Stage3, the Good Interpersonal Relationships. Why? Obviously I belong to this stage where a teen ager who lives up to the expectations of his family and society. I am aware that I should live in good manner, good attitude in good ways. I am studying because of my family. They are the ones who told me to take up nursing. I have so many friends in this course. And I earned them because I am dealing with them interpersonally. I gave advices as long as I can and do my best just to help them whenever they need it. I love my friends. And I love my family even more.
I can also apply my third year life as a Nursing student to Kohlberg’s stages of moral development Stage4, Maintaining the Social Order. I already entered the world of adulthood last may, 2010 where I got registered to vote for the election. Going back 3 years ago, I was in fourth year high school when the national election happened. I feel so much isolated with my brother and sister including my parents because all of them can vote except me. Last October (brgy election) my father ran as kagawad in our baranggay. And this time, I voted. Fortunately, my dad won. Now I can say that I am really part of the society and I fulfilled my obligation during that time. And that is to vote for who I think really deserves. I am now 18, “The Legal Age” they say. I am more on aware about the laws and obey them, respect them as a part of the society. I maintain to be a good member of the society so that I can not commit any mistakes to avoid sanctions of the government. Same as a Nursing student in Our Lady of Fatima University, in our course, there are so many rules that I should respect and obey, unless I will be punished. As of now, I am trying to be a good student. Doing my very best just to show them that I can be good as they wanted for a better Arenz rather for a better nurse in the near future.

much like a girlfriend.

For there is no girl like you
that a sister or a girlfriend can do.
we became best friends for the last four years
we've share so many laugh and many tears.

I don't know how to surprise you on your special day
for I will try to be a writer to make you smile on your BIRTHDAY
I know this thing may cost nothing,
but I will try here to express my everything.

I might say that you are happy and contented in to your life
not to mention your pleasant and so fruitful love life. :)
we do not know what may happen next
But I assure you, I'll be there with just one text.

there are times that I used to reminisce the past.
and I'm afraid that someday it will just turn into cast.
for time will come that we'll build our own respective family,
that was the time of less bonding because we're all busy.

I still don't want that time to come,
for I want to enjoy our teenagers lives to be well done.
one thing is sure if that moment arrives,
I will miss you a lot, the moment we jives.


I am thankful that I have much more like a girlfriend
a relationship that has no break-up, Thank You so much, FRIEND!
feeling sorry for the times That you're upset to me
for those misunderstanding and immaturity.

As we grow old, we became matured.
the witness is you and me, CAPTURED!
thank you for staying at my side,
for helping me to improve & serves as my guide.

And those tears of mine fall.
because I am blessed that I have such treasure to call.
I thanked God that He gave you to me,
for He knows that without you, probably there's no ME.

I hope to be with you in some nice situation,
looking forward to call you as my BUDDY in the NURSING STATION. :)
we will do together the plan of action;
to have a better result and evaluation. XD


And I promise I'll keep you for good.
Not just you, but all of our dude.
I love you friend and you know that.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, I think it's too much. :))




Happy bday tin! sa ayaw at sa gustu mo, GUSTUHIN mo to! eto ang tangi kong gift sayu. HAHAHA! pinagpuyatan ko to kht mageenroll ako mamayang 6am. Gawd. 4am na. HAHAHA! nanumbat?! I love you. more birthdays to come. And of course, I'm hoping for US to be successful in our career! Di porket bday mo Ikaw na lang lage bbgyan nang wish. Pasama naman kaming lahat sa panagarap! :)) MWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! :*
[MAGAT! pasintabi aah? ALAM MO TO DB?! peace! :))]












Love, ARENZ LIBREA :)

share some.

I have this account in Formspring.com and someone asked me this question.

"okay lang ba na sabihin mong LOVE mo ung taong MAHAL mo .. kahit alam mong di ka nya kayang mahalin ?"

And my answer was..

uhmm. ikaw, it's up to you.. If that's your way of expressing your love, then go. We have the freedom to do what we want to do. And as long as there's no people being deprived by your moves, there's nothing to worry about. Love is the most beautiful thing in this werld. SHARE SOME LOVE! :)




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